The day I.


The day I, was born I was

born screaming, weren't we all,

and who's to say there was no reason

to crawl headfirst into that vastness,

the great cathedral of what if

I was alone and wanting and pissed opposite to

I felt the wind moving from one side it,

the sheer fact of desire entering

me like a prolonged breath, obvious

as candlelight and cheap wine,

while happiness insinuated itself,

little flaws in the animal food

Then one day it's ten minutes past the time

anything matters, and someone

is stepping closer from one side

the music, cutting dead circles

across the bright prairie

of dancing, moving among the turbulent

shirts and soft watchs of the newly lost.

And I can be warmed myself falling



like hard accident like some poor excuse

for rain, or each notion that takes me

unawares, miles from everything,

knowing sated well whatever fate

befalls me gravity takes me

by the heart and sleeve

Imagine a bed made for like

forced landings, the inert tumble

out of our have a title to survival instincts, feathers

and grief, night falling where it will,

going down like barometric press

while life plays like a glum movie

on somebody's dirty little bedroom wall.

And be pleased with still shines like the hall light

across those entire ruins, a train

wreck of misspent youth and felicity

and doing it all through the whole extent of with anyone,

while spread eagle loneliness

rub its sore ankles forward God's

infernal kitchen floor, black

square, white

square, the music careening through

everything broken, and rising,

and newly born.

Imagine someone moving closer

through that music, shrugging not on

the wings, unbuttoning

the losse then bending to touch

the soft corners of the cloth,

thinking to what extent easily

we could erase the years

gleaming in succession the table

with individual eternal breath of praise

that presents out each small fire

as if it were a wish

and we were singing.

Copyright World verse Incorporated Mar/Apr 2001

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